Saturday, December 19, 2009
P.S.
Februrary 9, 1915: "Just now read the beginning. It is ugly and gives me a headache. In spite of all its truth it is wicked, pedantic, mechanical, a fish barely breathing on a sandbank." - Kafka.
Well, fuck that.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
B is for Blumfeld, who was killed by falling balls.
Watch for the frog at 1:40. And, all balls stop bouncing at some point.
On a mind bending side note, apparantly the image below is the image used to represent the balls on the endpages of the fancy shmancy edition of Blumfeld.
In the article reviewing the story, they said this at the end:"What is most striking, for those expecting from Kafka a sense of isolation and confusion, is that ‘Blumfeld’ is not only lucid but very funny. Blumfeld’s recurring thoughts on getting a dog are funnier each time the subject comes up, and there is a delicious understated wit in lines like, 'If one looks at the whole thing with an unprejudiced eye, the balls behave modestly enough.'
"However there is isolation here too, and the balls reflect Blumfeld’s fractured relations with others, as is made clearer in the second section of the story. Here, having apparently solved the problem of the balls, he goes to his place of work, where he is saddled with a couple of assistants, who hound and trouble him, but are deemed necessary to him, and from whom he cannot escape."
I kind of think we captured everything that he talks about... and I find that really awesome, since I'm not sure if I really understood these things when I first read the story.
Also, saying the word awesome just now just made me think of our very first meeting, when I had no idea what we were getting into, but we used the word awesome a lot.
P.S. I am disappointed in both of you, since you have both promised me epic posts and failed to deliver. But this is an epic post. So watch the video and be amazed.
Monday, December 14, 2009
this is quite the day for me!






Just to make sure you're reading, and to make you comment!
So... I'm not in theater history anymore, because it's DONE for the semester, but I'm still procrastinating...



So... I'm in theater history....
Also, Kafka was essentially afraid of sex, but in a weird way in that he would have purely sexual relationships with women (but maybe they weren't actually having sex... I'm confused on this point). But the main point is is that he broke off a number of engagements and long term relationships because he was afraid of the coital part of marriage. Again, if we're equating Blumfeld to Kafka, which I think is an interesting idea (Blumfeld as what Kafka was afraid he could become?), Blumfeld could have this history of being with a lot of women, none of whom he's had the guts to marry. Which is potentially even more lonely that him just being alone his entire life.
Now, three interesting (to me) images. The first two are cute little girls in berets, just to prove that cute little girls wear them and look cute. The third, well, that's obvious, and I think we're more awesome....

Friday, December 11, 2009
since when did this become my friday night?
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Apartment
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Dog stuff...
A bloated carcass of a dog lay lolled on bladderwrack....
A point, live dog, grew into sight running across the sweep of sand. Lord, is he going to attack me? Respect his liberty. You will not be the master of others or their slave. I have my stick. Sit tight. From farther away, walking shoreward across from the crested tide, firgures, two. The two maries. They have it tucked safe mong the bulrushes. Peekaboo. I see you. No, the dog. He is running back to them. Who?
...
The dog's bark ran towards him, stoppped, ran back. Dog of my enemy. I just simply stood pale, silent, bayed about. Terribla meditans. A primrose doublet, fortune's knafe, smiled on my fear. For that are you pining, the bark of their applause? ... Their dog ambled about a bank of dwindling sand, trotting, sniffing on all sides. Looking for something lost in a past life. Suddenly he made off like a bounding hare, ears flung back, chasing the shadow of a lowskimming gull. The man's shrieked whistle struck his limp ears. He turned, bounded back, came nearer, trotted on twinkling shanks. On a field tenney a buck, trippant, proper, unatired. At the lacefringe of the tide he halted with stiff forehoofs, seawardpointed ears. His snout lifted barked at the wavenoise, herds of seamorse. They serpented twoards his feet, curling, unfurling many crests, every ninth, breaking, plashing, from far, from farther out, waves and waves.
Cocklepickers. They waded a little way in the water and, stooping, soused their bags and, lifting them again, waded out. The dog yelped running to them, reared up and pawed them, dropping on all fours, again reared up at them with mute bearish fawning. Unheeded he kept by them as they came towards the drier sand, a rag of wolf's tongue redpanting from his jaws. His specked body ambled ahead of them and then loped off at a claf's gallop. The carcass lay on his path. He stopped, sniffed, stalked round it, brother, nosing closer, went round it, sniffling rapidly like a dog all over the dead dog's bedraggled fell. Dogskull, dogsniff, eyes on the ground, moves to one great goal. Ah, poor dogsbody! Here lies poor dogsbody's body.
-Tatters! Out of that, you mongrel!
The cry brough him skulking back to his master and a blunt bootless kick sent him unscathed across a spit of snad, crouched in flight. He slunk back in a curve. Doesn't see me. Along by the edge of the mole he lolloped, dawdled, smelt a rock. And from under a cocked hindleg pissed against it. He trotted forward and, lifting again his hindleg, pissed quick short at an unsmelt rock. The simple pleasures of the poor. His hindpaws then scattered the sand: then his forepaws dabbled and delved. Something he buried there, his grandbother. He rooted in the sand, dabbling, delving and stopped to listen to the air, scraped up the sand again witha fury of his claws, soon ceasing, a pard, a panther, got in spousebreach, vulturing the dead.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Ping Pong
watch it. just a really cool idea for controlling some balls, you know... not necessarily possible, but just to have something to think about.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Random searches
Blumfeld's music is characterized by a distinctive dispute of human life in the context of modern consumer society. Fears, depressions, uncertainty, lack of orientation and love as main motive are the most important items, which are made a subject of discussion. The mainly melancholic music is seen as having a pessimistic tone.
I think this is really interesting, especially the second paragraph. I like espcially the idea of "lack of orientation" and "dispute of human life in the context of modern consumer society." It sounds pretty pretentious, and also a lot like Kafka.
Also, I looked up charwoman. I was unsure if it had any other meaning other than just a woman who is hired to clean. It is that, except it's usually in a large building (which makes sense), but I also found some really nice pictures:






